My Accuse

I want this .

I want to be in that grass with my bare feet

and I good book.

There is a reason why I haven't blogged in so long but i can't tell you the reason,

for I do not know it yet myself.

All I know is that lately I have just felt trapped, being crushed by what others expect from me. I know that it is a stupid thought but if it was truely stupid then i don't think it would be effecting me so.. I'm done. I just want to apoligize to those who have noticed my lack of blogging. I hope you can understand my confusion